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Define Me

2009-01-16T09:35:00.000-08:00

It's been a random, heartache feeling this last two months.I've no words to define how i'm feeling right now. Close, trustworthy friends seems to grow cold towards each other, unlikely not so close friends' seems to be my best bud now.I'm kinda sad of how things are right now, i'm finding it so hard to just share my thoughts and problem with my close friends . But little did i know, a person which we hardly seen each,which we only chat through msn turns out to be the solution to my problems.We started through MSN, then 'texting of messages' and eventually to phone calls. We spend hours and hours talking on the phone non-stop, relieving our hurts and pains in our hearts, sharing out the joy and happiness we go through each day and whatever that comes through our mind we just speak it out.
But sometimes things just doesn't go as seems you've plan . We're not allow to contact each other anymore. Jealousy and betrayal maybe the cause of all things to happen, but what much can i do about this, I'm just a 17 year old student who's gonna sit SPM this year. Why does everyone thinks, it's okay to set up false pretense and apologizing later, what are the motives?is it to get what you want and how things you wish they were? i seriously dunno...I'm not God to know all things, but i do know that hurting someone will leave a deep scar, a scar which pain and sorrow just doesn't go a day or weeks but it'll take a long time to get yourself up and move on.
Well, maybe time holds the key to everything.

Promise Of A Lifetime

2008-10-04T01:13:00.000-07:00

I have fallen to my knees
As I sing a lullaby of pain
I'm feeling broken in my melody
As I sing to help the tears go away

Then I remember the pledge you made to me

I know you're always there
To hear my every prayer inside
I'm clinging to the promise of a lifetime
I hear the words you say
To never walk away from me and leave behind
The promise of a lifetime

Will you help me fall apart
Pick me up, take me in your arms
Find my way back from the storm
And you show me how to grow
Through the change

I still remember the pledge you made to me

I am holding on to the hope I have inside
With you I will stay through every day
Putting my understanding aside

And I am comforted

2008-09-18T08:01:00.000-07:00

I'm seriously in debts.Two words,POH CHAN.
I owe my my 2nd bro 150,yentung 189 and sherene 25 for the lost world entrance fee, a total of RM364.Seriously, i have no sorts of idea of how am i gonna pay them back,maybe i should work during the holidays again,yea again:(
Starbucks sounds really good or should i just get my butt up to KL and work in my eldest brother Coffee Bean' coffee shop,haiz.
Yea,i don't use Xanga anymore,i find blogger better (:
Oh well,thats it for now,
BUHBYE (:

Moody

2008-09-16T10:52:00.002-07:00

I'm so moody these few days.Not good, so not meeee :(

So much for an introduction

2008-09-12T21:51:00.001-07:00

blah,blah,blah....
seriously i don't know what to write.
alright, i should just start off by introducing myself.I'm WHYEJUN a human being born in this earth, 16 years ago.I hate animals,u just never know when they bitess and one thing i really like to do-sleep,i sleep wherever i go,school,friends car,neighbours house,swimming pool,toilet,even when im poo-ing,LOL.
I'm a christian and i'm really proud of it.And so I'm gonna end here.if i can think of any of my grandma's story,i will post it up.okay,buh bye bloggie (: